heyy! :D ohkay, i'm changing my URL alr! WOOHOO. hmmmm. okok. erm. if you want it do ask me for it. and PLEASE UH. DONT GIVE ANYONE MY NEW URL. ITS SECRET LUH PLEASE. SO DONT GIVE WITHOUT MY PERMISSION. thank you(:

BOO!(: hehehehe! i'm back! okok, those who havent read the poem down there V please go read(: its my creation ok! i've been writing poems for a year alr! WOOHOO. i rock you!(: hehe. ok, anyway. my sore throat worsened D: UGHHHH. so irritating manzzz. and i couldnt find the strawberry to make a breakfasr surprise for THEM D: UGH. maybe next sunday? or i see if i can find some berries or jam in the fridge to replace the strawberries. heh. oops. oh well. i'm gonna go bath. BYE!

heyy! ;D today was rather awesome. hanged with syaza and angela most of the time and sometimes juanita as well. haha. they are damn hilarious luh. GOSH. hehe~ okok. haha. hmmm, i wanna make lemon sorbert! D: i got the reciepe(: hehehe! ~ dang. having an ultra bad sore throat now.very pain uh! D: eating strepsils now! then later i'm gonna eat the medicine the doc gave. i cant sing properly now! D: UGH. i hate it when i get a sore throat=.= i cant do my favourite thing): i wanna sing~! gawddd, =.= whats wrong with me? HAHA. i dunno. but i hate it uh seriously*scowls*

heyy! hmm. life is getting more and more boring. ): glad that chinese new  year is coming alr. suddenly feel a wave of sadness.... haha. remembering last year's chinese new year was very sad for me.hope this year will be better.. but there are still many things bothering me. feel like smsing yos but nah, dont disturb him. he needs his sms jitni :p hehe. cant be bothered of any thing now man.sigh. yuxin just went to new york man ): miss her alr! UGH. and jess, dont be sad ok! ): i feel so helpless uh. cant do anything to make you happy... i hope chocolate will make you happy?(: hehe. shall get you some after school(: okok. gtg. byeeeeeeeeeeeeee(:

yea man! just came back from a jog :D haha. went for a jog around the neighborhood and even jogged past church ;D yea! woohoo. then asked if yuxin was home and she was! :D she's going to new york tomorrow D: gonna miss her like shitz! woohoo. i'm going to jog again this week man. woah! :D anyone wants to tag along? haha. talked to her abt loads of stuff(: then started to jog home. haha. school was awesome today(: ashleigh bung, as usual, wasn't making sense again =.= and that reminds me! i still haven't done my english homework D: shit=.= hahahahahhahaha. later luh. not now! D: so lazy to do now ohkay! school celebrated chinese new year today =.= stupid. other schools celebrate on friday an if you actually think we just celebrated chinese new year only, you've got something wrong alr. got lessons until 1 luh please! GOSH . whatever lorh =.= then went to compass with ashleigh and got a bracelet :D woohoo! haha. ohkay ohkay. need to go bath alr! BYE!!

heyy guys! ohkay. today was ultra awesome! spent the whole day in school with ashleigh pang(: haha. she rocks man! she knows everything alr. even abt him. we shared secrets the whole day(no we never gossip, only talked abt who we liked) and talked abt our church(: haha. used physics as a smsing period again. heh. stupid man. i hate physics, like zi xiang said, physics is a manly subect. all the great physicist are all men. so its not a girl thing. i prefer bio and chem. chem is fun, but only the pratical. haha. speaking of pratical, cant wait till home econs starts pratical, which is 2 weeks later(: TEEHEE. this year is ultra happening man! jonas brothers are coming in november! ;D there is SYF this year and i'm gonna learn to depend on God more, like grow towards him more(: haha. hmm, last night was a really upsetting night for me :/ it was abt him and her again. i cant stand it luh. seriously. i thought i was going mad! i was crying so dang hard ohkay! i cried continuous for 3 hours straight uh! from 9 till 11 .GOSH. was crying till i fell asleep. then woke up this morning from some nightmare. then went to school in a foul mood. then luckily, i smsed yosua during physics and he talked to me and i calmed down and wasn't in a foul mood anymore. haha, thanks yosua(: i owe you one(: thanks for listening to me when i need someone to help me. i feel like i could trust you with all my thoughts. you're an awesome brother in christ(: hmmm. yuxin is going over seas on wednesday): and she wont be back till feb! D: i'm gonna miss her! D: dang. you know, i keep feeling i'm gonna lose everyone i love... like they are gonna leave me. i dunno. hope i'm wrong :/ well, i hope tomorrow my bag wont be that heavy :/ got alot of heavy book man! D: haha. okok. GTG. bye! :D 

p.s STIFF DYLANS ROCK! i love their song ultraviolet and ever fallen in love

go to these links

ultraviolet : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pmqi21YMJP4
ever fallen in love : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tDUyv99IFx4&feature=channel

and go to shoptillyoudro-p.blogspot.com for female clothes and to support my dearest junior(: thank you!

heyy partner! ;D today was ultra awesome man! went to church and had sermon then went for breakfast. was late for SSS (senior sunday school)man ;X hehehe. got told off then ah cai was telling us stuff and kept saying i resembled roof alot=.= whatever man!  nearly gave jess a heart attack before worship ;D hehehehe. baby kangarooooooo! ;D after that i was abit high and playing around with chippy:D haha.group outing was total success! woohoo!  went to anson's house to play board games(: played game of life(spongebob version), risk,taboo,gestures & polar bear :D woohoo! so fun ohkay! and pek yong and i kept eating the seaweed nuts ;D LOL. so hilarious! but they were nice ohkay! GOSH. cant help it. heeeeeeee. played until like 5 plus then went home, haha. had pizza for lunch ;D so nice. especially eating with the clays(: their really not bad, i guess my group is nice(: haha. got to know them better and we're really bonded(: thats seriously a good thang. haha.

shiat, dont feel like going back to school tmr): i'm gonna miss sunday): i hate school =.=



; the innocents can never last

ok, i know i didn't post yesterday due to some technical problems, so this was yesterday : 

heyy loves! ;D ohkay. anyway, today is finally FRIDAY! woohoo. went to school in the morning, then during PE, tongs started getting angry with me for no apparent reason . i asked then she say i told amrit and sharon THE PLAN. then i was like wth?!  i didn't! then she say then how they know. then i said probably cause you were saying the plan so loudly when they were just behind us ? then she stormed off =.= stupid right? whatever. then i guess she was expecting me to cry and beg for mercy and whatever, but i apparently i didn't. i was as happy as ever. hey! i said i'm gonna be brave and not cry so much anymore. so went throughout the day with ashleigh 8D she rocks luh. GOSH. then after school, i went to tamp mall to meet up with janna phua! ;D woohoo. was so fun! we mrt-ed to changi airport and ate lunch and its big bird's "favourite" food. macs! HAHAHA. fattening uh? HAHAH. stupid! then we chatted and waited for nanny. then he arrived and we talked and laughed and he made me so pissed off uh! GOSH. whatever. heeeeeeeeee. disturbed big bird today :D haha. called him and smsed him. stupid! he dont want to talk to me when i talk on the phone!  YOU BIG MEANIE!  hahahaha. hmph! still dare to laugh at me! =.= whats so funny lorh! GOSH. then walked around abit, went candy empire :D bought some thing that shoots sweet out of it :O so kewl! and its in a WII shaped like form. woohoo! kewl kewl kewl kewl! 8D whatever. woah. then i bused home! gosh. then some retarded idiot uh, cause he occupy two seats then later at one stop, the bus driver say need to shit then he took 10mins, then he over there scold loads of vulgar. then i was so annoyed. then after that, there was an old man who wanted to sit beside him then he scold the old man ok! GOSH. then i let the old man sit on my place and threw a disgusted look to the guy then he started scolding me for that =.= then we started to argue abt it and what so ever, seriously. i didn't start it luh. he just pisses me off at the wrong timing, then say want to report to my school. WHATEVER ! its not my fault can! i wasnt the big fat pig who didn't want to let the old man sit down.then i said you want report then repot lorh! i didn't do anything wrong! so i wont get scolded!  so in the end i won the argue and he was so fustrated he lost to me. whatever luh that gayshit idiot. he started it first, and he was in the wrong! i mean hello?! you got two seats and you dont let the old man sit? and still scold him? where is the logic here? =.= gayshit.

today: 

hehehehe. i just ate breakfast! ;D errrr, dunno why i abit high now. hmmm, gonna go study with nana,evan,big bird and alfred later. another suaning session i bet =.= heh. gosh. got loads of maths i haven't done! D: maths maths maths! woohoo. i love maths but sometimes its so difficult manD: heeeeeeeeeee. and big bird better dont suan me abt math=.= or i swear i'm gonna buy a hammer and knock his head! muahahaha. i'm so evil >:3 lol. ohkay, you all think i'm crazy for going to airport to study two times in a row huh? haha. but at least i STUDY ohkay! i'm so guai(: though in between confirm will have chit chat sessions, but at least i still did my work! heeeeeeeeeeee. mommy thinks i'm guai alr i think(: been studying my ass off this few days(: woohoo. and she's starting to trust me to study on my own 8D ahah. ohkay. this post will be continued when i'm back from studying(: cause i need to go cook lunch alr! woohoo. i know how to cook ohkay! throughout the holidays, i've been cooking lunch for me and ruth(: so today is for my mom and two younger bros(: gonna cook noodle with soup(: okok, gotta go! byeeeee~

HAHAHAHA. today was ultra awesome manz. everyone misses me(: awwwww. so sweet! ;D haha. syaza was ultra funny today uh. GOSH. i'm so glad to have a friend like her(: haha. she cheered me up loads loads loads! ;D and that goes for rachel tong too(: hahaha.me and rachel tong are planning "attacks" on sharon*laughs evil laugh* hmmmm, was planning a study group for tmr just now. but realized that mr big bird cannot go =.= what a DISAPPOINTMENT. ahem ahem  right big bird? hahahaha. no luh. its ohkay. me and nana shall er ren shi jie then!(: anyway, someone wont be able to concentrate with you there anyway=.= whatever!!!!!! hehehehehehehe.


well, lessons today was rather interesting ! haha. got told off for not knowing what post-it was. hahaha. i swear mrs ho is awesome(: she is ultra funny.and she said :" RACHEL! why you so funny and so cute one uh?! never in my life have i taught a child like you!" then i replied her :" i dunno?! i'm one of a kind" then i gave her a big big big smile(: woohoo. mrs ho rocks(: she makes maths enjoyable. hahaha. and i worried my ass off yesterday for NOTHING. please, they say got test in the end is one group discuss whatever nonsense. wth. i mean, i'm glad uh but i worried for nothing -.- ok. i dunno if it was a good thing or not. so whatever! hahhaha. english was a bore! GOSH. dont understand abt anything. but i tell you uh, english abit like history but history is much more interesting! i love history! so nice ohkay! haha. gosh. i'm gonna be so busy man D: see my schedule:

jan: CNY holiday(26,27)

feb: CT1 (16 - 20) / parents meeting(13)

march: sports day +feast day + last day of school for term 1 (13 ) /  march holiday(16 - 20)

april : SYF fever! :O / aesthetics night(30 april) / good friday (10)

may : parents meeting(19) / mass (28) / SA1 (4 - 15 ) / labour day (1)

as you can see, april is SYF fever, so thats when SYF starts. oh the torture!!!! hahahaha, hmmmm. ok, evan just said some *ahem* disturbing thing abt his tomato =.= whatever luh you! gosh. ohkay , today physics was ok luh. but was smsing alot of people man!  people like : big bird, zi xiang, xing xing , jess,kaiwei,ian , yuxin, ellis,chun hui , xinwei and my dear friend ashleigh pang! GOSH. she din come school today D: so sad uh.she another siao siao funny funny one. haha! i think i'm resuming to my old self alr. with all the pranking stuff. haha. good old primary school days(: woohoo. i'm super hooked onto the song ultraviolet by stiff dylans(: they are an ultra awesome bunch of boys(: how i knew them was cause of angus thongs and perfect snogging. hahaha. woohoo. ohkay. i think i ran out of things to say alr =.= GOSH. hahahaha. i'm so talkative(: weeee~~~~~ BYE!

part 1

heyy people!(: well, kinda skipped school today. haha. no i'm not naughty ohkay! ;D i'm sick! haha. so i'm stuck at home watching angus,thongs and perfect snogging. woohoo. i love that show! its nice ohkay(: though its kinda ahem, bimbo. but its still nice(: and i'm in love with a song called ultraviolet by stiff dylans(: but the song abit screamy. hahaha. i'm going out to buy new year clothes later. saw a very cute top at tampinese that day. hope its still there :O its so unique!(: and its officially two weeks since my ears were pierced. that means i can change the earstud alr! haha. its a cute dog ;D gosh. i wonder if nana can go tamp mall later. then can meet her up to buy that top! woohoo~ i'm in love with sesame street! ;D probably cause my dear friend sent me some sesame video(the reason why they send me sesame street stuff its cause i'm called elmo in school, cause of drama, its a long story). haha. its been one year since they called me elmo. haha. so i thought it was funny when they said daniel was called big bird. GOSH. we shall rule sesame street! ;D
*sings sesame street song* ahem. anyway. i shall go continue watching my show!(: and this part will be continued(:



P.S lessons just started for school and its fun! but extreme tiring (: haha. who knows, this year might be interesting baby(;



part 2

heyy! just came back from buying clothes. hahaha. hmmm, the top i wanted wasnt there anymore D: but i found a nicer one(: hehehe. it has a star on it and it says space girl(: woohoo. bought a guy's shirt and a pair of black jeans. woohoo. FINALLY. nice clothes(: but i have to wait till new year to wear them ): but who cares! WOOHOO.hahaha.

hmmm. i'm kinda pissed off now uh. GOSH. what with people and animal abuse huh? so cruel! D: it makes me sad! (i'm an animal person) i wanna cry whenever i see those kind of things luh.. GOSH. why would people actually do such things?! i mean, animals are so adorable! stupid ruthless/heartless people >:/ so irritating! what has those animals done to you?! those people deserve to die! no one should be abused or harmed in such gruesome ways! God created them and we should treasure them! and that goes for child abuse too >:/ gosh. i'm so angry uh. don't get me wrong, if you want to kill chickens or what so ever, you can but dont let it suffer, just kill it without causing it pain or something. i'm sure there are such ways. why must be so gruesome? ok, for example, do you know how KFC actually kill the chicken? they BOIL it in  hot water  while it is still ALIVE so that their feathers will drop off , then they slam/stomp/hit the chickens till they die (do note that some of them might still survive) then BOIL them in HOT OIL! GOSH. so sick! i'm never gonna eat KFC anymore uh! GOSHHHHH. its so UGH!! i cant stand it man! 
                                                                         

GOSH. i dont know what to do alr! i'm at my ends. i'm confused, i'm lost, i'm scared & i'm losing myself .... its like i'm walking this path alone. i feel so lonely. everything just doesn't seem to be going my way. why am i falling apart just like that? am i really that weak? why do i let people step all over me? why do i let people bully me? i dont know. i just want someone to protect me from everything. i want some one strong to protect me. who will always be by my side to help me and  give me the love i need. someone who doesnt care that i easily cry. i want someone who accepts me for who i am. and not for someone i'm not! to protect me from the people who bully me. sometimes i just want to end this misery. some way or other. i cant pick myself up anymore. i'm too weak to stand up and continue this journey anymore.... help me ....

hello fellow people! hmmm. today was extreme tiring but extreme fun! GOSH. me and tongs are going crazy alr! (: like seriously. we've been up with the highness and siao-ness. OMG. hahaha. hmmm. after school, tongs, dezz and me went to compass point(: haha. ahem miss jasmine goh hui mei was supposedly suppose to go with me to vivo today but she lazy. HAHA. she is ultra awesome and ahem ahem ahem. LOL. i love you guys so much uh. then tongs and i were like going high when we were walking from school to compass point. cause amrit was walking on the opposite side of me and tongs then we kept shouting her name! :D hahah. so funny! GOSH. tongs is completely nuts! hahah. somemore she so small size then she still want to buy the biggest crumpler. hahha. wth. i was laughing so dang hard! i was like :" aye! you sure or not? you abit ahem uh, then you carry such a big bag will ahem, even worse lea. " hahaha. hilraious bunch of mad people(: hehe. then i found out i'm 1.57m tall ;D woohoo! YOU SEE! I'M NOT SHORT! I'M AVERAGE OK! hehehe. so tall :D wee~ GOSH, and nana! DONT JOIN NETBALL. its like bimbo cca uh please. full of trashy bimbos. or actually. they are your kind of people. bleah. if you seriously turn into a bimbo. i'm gonna freak uh please. gosh. stupid act cool bimbotic netballers. YUCKS. *touches a netballer* YUCKS! OMG. so disgusting! must burn my finger alr! OMG. haha. overreaction right? yeah. maybe abit... hmm. but seriously. i dont like. they think they extreme big and stuff. thats why i dun want netball. dont misunderstand me ok! i LOVE netball! but the problem is, the people in netball. BIMBO. ok. GOSH. only rarely you will find those who aren't. people like jovi isn't. but nana is so easily influenced. she'll be a bimbo in no time. GOSH. forget it. i cant be bothered alr. OMG. whatever. i'm outta hear.



; sometimes i feel like i dont know you anymore...

hello! hmm... today, school wasn't that bad... ahaha. some of them opened up more. haha. and they were starting to laugh at my ahem... funny ways =.= such as tripping over my  OWN leg and hitting into pillers =.= ahem . abit saddistic uh. hah, hmm. kinda look forward to camp now. i guess cause of new friends and the fact that i can bring handphone. hehehe. so happy! ;D and mr big bird, i'm gonna disturb you in camp! WOOHOOOOOO. so prepare to die man! *laughs evil laugh* hahhahaa. hmmmm. was smsing throughout school... hehe. i'm so naughtyy xD but nevermind one luh. no lessons marh, so its ok(: and as long as i dont get caught then can liao(: wee~~~ ok, so today was mostly briefing abt stuff i guess. then had to update some bio file thingy. hahaha. teacher was like :" rachel ng!  ohh.... i remember you, the girl whose socks are so low they cant be seen" GOSH! so embarassing uh. hahaha. then i mumbled something about buying new socks. pfft. whatever. then we had to go to the gym for some briefing. then it was recess. 1 grace 08 sat together ;D woohoo. but jasmine was being horny with the sausage =.= please. she is extreme corrupted and haha, she is my shi fu ok! gosh. she made me corrupted too =.= eeee~ hehe, then she was saying how NUTRITIOUS the sausage was xD OMO. haha. so funneh! then it was camp briefing. hahaha . omg. i was being so retarded luh please. dont know whats wrong with me. hahhaha. :D ohkay. i'm going to play pet society on facebook! :D byeeeee!

hello!(: its finally sunday! the ONLY day i look forward to since school started. GOSH. school is horrible! ahem .esp with some ahem ahem idiots who keep saying how much they love school *scowls* ahem . anyway, today was awesome baby! found out my grouping, finally. gosh. was so excited. hahahah, hmm. not bad luh. but i was thinking ruth's group better. and NO its not cause of yosua =.= its cause got a few people who i like is in that group. gosh, and that froup seems fun(: hehehe. but nvm. my group shall be an awesome groupppp. woohoo, hehe. hmmmm. just realized 95's got alot of people! woohoo. so be afraid, be VERY afraid.  haaha, ohkay. today the 95's officially join YF. lalalala. ohkay ohkay. anyway. i still love my groupings, woohoo! i'm with xinwei and ellis and jovi and kaiwei.. the extreme happening people(: hehehe. and for a reason , i think people think its stupid that i go high on milk =.= wth. HAHAHHA. ok, abit siao alr. wee~~~~ ok, i'm SO not looking forward for school tmr. sucks luh GOSH. haha. so shiok. just came back from swimming(: okok, i need to go alr! BYEEEEEEEEEEEE

HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA , ohkay. i'm abit high now man. haha. laughing like some lame ass(: hmmm. wasted the whole day away watching that show again. hehe. cant help it luh . its just so nice! was like crying while watching it. it gets more and more sad in every episode! GOSH. so sad):  heh. but now i'm like singing songs and stuff, then for a reason i'm high. hmm, i'm so weird. hmmmm. ok, not weird. but special(: WOOHOO. hehehe. ok. i shall end here for today!(:

big bird is dumb dumb(:

heyy guys! its the first day of school! which equals, the worst day of the year =.= today was so dang sian lorh, every so tao one... i like over there the only person who high and trying to crack jokes then the rest of them sit there and look at me as if i was an alien. hahahaha. who cares man. apparently they dont appreciate a person with good sense of humour(: hehehehe.what the heck is wrong with me? hahahaha. i dont know either.hmm, i think i should start concentrating on my studies. i'm alr sec 2! in just a blink of an eye, i'll be in sec 4 , struggling over my O'levels! gosh. hmm, as for liking someone, you can guess if i do like anyone or not. cause i'm not gonna tell (: i'm so cheeky! DUH. we're talking abt me! rachel ng zhi qin(: the most cheekiest , blur-est,stupidest,craziest,funniest,wackiest and most retardedest person in the world! WOOHOO! ok, i've completely gone nuts alr =.= goshhh. i need someone to help me man. i'm crazy! haha. no luh! please. i'm not crazy ok! just trying to make you laugh(: i'm nice! ;D hmm... went out with jess today after school(: ok, first of all, i think i look stupid in my school uniform =.= want to see? next time i take picture let you all see. haha. hmmm, went to eat macs with her!(: she is awesome luh ok! and no my dearest abel i didn't go meet up with my "boyfriend" cause i dont have one =.= i'm single! HAHAHA. hmmm, stupid big bird! hahaha, like you never eat macs before! still say fattening. wth. hahahah. yea luh yea luh. at least people not as scary as you right! you got 8 packs right! gosh! so scaryyyyy!!!! and btw, i dunno how in the world i'm suppose to spell packs. so dont laugh =.= LOL. hmmmmmm. i guess i'll survive secondary school :/ hahaha, and i realized i'm scared of so many things! hahah. daniel and his 8 packs(just joking luh xD) beetles, cockroaches and the dark! OMOOOOOO! CREEPY OK! gosh. aye! cannot tell other people abt what i'm scared of ok! shhhhh. our secret! hehehe. feel like catching horror movie with you guys uh! anyone on? hehehe. i not scared one ok! ;D i am brave(: hahah. NOT. hmmm, really nothing to say alr luh. and i'm so sorry if my posts dont make sense to you, cause it makes sense to me, and things that makes sense to me doesn't make sense to other people? understand? i trust you all to be smart enough to know this is a private blog right *lifts one eyebrow* and i mean serious business! hahah. no luh, just keep to yourself lorh. what i say here can only seen by human eyes and heard by me(: ok! byeeee~~~!

heyy babys! hahaha. hmmm, well. today is the first day pf 2009! WOOHOO! ohkay. so its new year, not much is gonna cange for me i guess... other then trying to get better results then last year, nothing much is gonna change i think. who knows. anyways, i just got my ears pierced! ;D woohoo! please lorh, you whole bunch of liars out there say very pain but it wasn't luh please! HAHAHA. stupid. i wanted to pierce one side at first but my mom said its kinda stupid if i do that. and who knows, my school might not allow us to pierce one side. tssk. stupid school rules.ahahaha. they say the ear ring must be like 1cm for the diameter. what nonsense is this luh please? minus well say wear any kind alr. hahaha. hmmmmmm. i'm not sure if i can go catch a movie with daniel they all later you know... shit=.= i want ok! i finished every thing and i got ready for tmr alr. and i want to enjoy this last day of freedom (until march holiday of course) hahahaha. i shall jio nana,daniel and some other people in march holiday. MUAHAHAHA. then that will be so funny. me and nana shall laugh at the advertisments again! HAHAHA, so fun! ahem, btw. i'm still not crazy. ok, i know i was MIA-ing yesterday cause i was out the whole day. i shall tell you what happened : 

woke up at abt 8 am to shower, i love showering in the morning! ;D so refreshing! hahaha. then kw called and said they changed timing. was damn annoyed cause i could sleep like one more hour. was so tired ok! the night before i was watching lion king 2(: haha. but i realized it was my fault luh, i shouldnt watch so late lor. hehehe. then i started to eat breakfast and read some book before i changed and got ready to go. met up with kw and zi xiang at the tampinese interchange. bus-ed to ikea to meet abel and daniel. wah, i tell you uh. kw was like making fun of e in the bus luh ok! and he kept making me smell his armpit (YUCKS!) -.- lame ass. then we went to look for stuffs to decorate YF room. searched like for a while then kw treat us hot dogs. hahaha. was like pestering daniel to let me see his ez link the whole time, then on our way to church, for some stupid reason i kept asking why when he told me the reason 4 times alr =.= i think i've gone completely out of my mind. hahaha, then he started saying how funny i looked when i asked why then he imitated me and OBVIOUSLY, kw would never miss a chance to make fun of me so he joined in and well, you know the rest. i got irritated but i found it hilarious.  hahaha! then we went to church and the gate was locked! so we waited for preacher yeo to open the gate for us. ahaha. and i learned something yesterday, my church gate has some metal detaction(sp?) thingy. hahaha. hilarious man! then we went in to have lunch then we started to decorate, i was told to clean the windows and write something for the notice board. hahaha. i write finish alr then me and nana went to look for daniel and kenneth to help out with the photocopying. haha. i swear, i never really thought photocopying papers were actually fun. hahaha.ok, actually. i din photocopy anything. daniel did the photocopying :x oops. haha. cause i  .... ahem....  had a horrible... ahem... accident with a photocopying machine before. heh. so i dun dare to touch it. hehe. then we started to take those paper thingys that was suppose to wrap the A4 size white paper and me and nana started throwing at daniel then daniel threw back at us. hehehehe. so fun! then i got so damn high luh please. gosh. hehehehe. then we went kenneth's house to "play" and eat dinner.i beat yan en in some fighting game twice! muahahaha. he sucks at that game uh please. then later we watched the little nonya at kenneth's house. then abt 9.35, we left for church. haha. got some nightwatch thing luh. was so damn high luh please. stayed until like 12 plus then we went home and watched tarzan. muahahahaha. was so nice luh ok! hmmm. yep, thats all for yesterday!  and i cant go for the movie thing uh =.= wth. jael's gonna scold me. shit. and i dun want to go to school ): byee! 



me and my rubber ducky shall rule the world! 

heyy guys....hmm... kinda wasted today, hah. used the whole day to watch a drama series that i used to watch in primary school, its called 海豚湾恋人. its damnnnn sad luh please. omg. was like crying while watching this show. the first one made me cry alr. was damn sad uh! poor little girl and poor little boy ;(and i feel just like that girl when she grew up. she oso abit tomboy one. have you ever heard of the love dolphin's legend?  its very long, so if you want to know, come ask me(: hahah. its a very nice show, though its like so long ago alr. i think they mandy's boyfriend is so hot man. hahahaha. he is ultra cool luh. oh man. i killed damn loads of trees uh. using all the tissue papers ;p hehe. but its damn sad uh :/ HAHAHAHA. hmm, really nothing to say alr lorh. hahahaha. i successfully went throughout the day without smsing(: yayness baby! i keep wanting to do that for like so long but cannot one lorh, haha. ok, i've gone absolutly mad alr. AHAHAHAHAH. byeeee~